Going on a Trip

We went on a trip to Costa Rica recently and after getting back from the trip, I had this lucid dream of being at an airport waiting to go through customs and seeing this girl named Ana who had travelled with us in a group. 

I hardly spoke much to Ana during the trip except for once while at a hot springs with Becky, her mom. Ana was very attractive and I did fantasize at least a few times during the trip of banging her. 

Ana with her mom

But after returning from the trip, I never thought about her again until last night while dreaming. The scene was somewhere in an airport and Ana was sitting with her mom on a bench. I remember walking up to them and then at that moment seeing Ana right in front of me I felt so horny, all I could think about was getting inside her. I hesitated, knowing that in real life doing anything with her beyond a simple greeting would be out of the question with her mom sitting literally right next to her. But unexpectedly, the thought crossed my mind that I was in a dream and none of this was real so all the inhibition and hesitancy of doing anything flew out the window. I sat down in between them, turned to Ana and started making out which then led to us tearing our clothes off. It was as if her mom had just vanished and this was getting very enjoyable. I ended up naked on my back and Ana wasted no time in gently sucking me. It felt incredibly real.

Casey Dream - 10/14/2017

I really became attached to Casey while she was living here in Sacramento. I didn't see her that much but the times I did were always fun and enjoyable. We spent enough time together where I felt that she really gets me. I am not hard to read in general but still she picked up enough to know how I react to things and what makes me tick. Of course she is an awesome wrestler and to be honest, I have accepted the fact that she can beat me at wrestling. But beyond that, she is just a really decent person. She has always made me feel comfortable being more open than I usually am. And just as importantly, she has provided me emotional comfort during some challenging times.

Happy as a clam

Now that she has left the area, I feel this sense of anxiety that I didn't expect I would feel. I prepared myself for her departure as best as I could. I went to her farewell party and had lunch with her, soaking up the precious moments we shared together and then shortly thereafter she was gone. I knew that she was not going to be that far away once she settled down. After all, L.A. is a semi-frequent destination of mine and I know that at anytime I can text her or even video chat,  but still, physical presence is so much better.

But I digress here. The purpose of this blog post is to relate a dream I had about Casey last night. I usually don't remember much about my dreams when I wake up in the morning, but somehow this dream stood out in my mind. I remember driving my car and arriving at someone's house, no one I recognized but that didn't seem to bother me as opened the door and entered on my own accord. It was a mixture of people I knew as well as many I didn't. I remember seeing Stephan and Jay and some other people from the Mastermind group. There was a lot of pot smoking, drinking and game playing going on  just your average party. I sat down at this large dining table and spotted Casey out of the corner of my eye sitting across from me. She was smiling and enjoying herself. It was crowded in the room but there was some space next to her. I felt so excited at seeing her that I forgot everything else that was going on - loud beer drinking, laughing, joke telling, etc. I made my way over to her and sat down next to her. I had all these things I was excited to tell her about and just as I started talking, she jumped up without any warning and sat down, no lay down across from me on some kind of sofa. I wondered wtf is going on? I called out to her but she was in her own world staring up at the ceiling, looking around and humming some tune. It was as if I suddenly became invisible. I got up and looked around, feeling out of place and awkward being in that room. I quickly exited through the front door and ran down the stairs to the street. At this point, the dream faded and I then woke up.

What does this all mean? I don't really know. I think I just miss her a lot.

Casey Dream - 7/9/2016

Today I did a really fun video shoot in midtown with Casey and Monisha. After the video shoot ended, Casey told me that she was leaving for Philadelphia on August 7th and won't return for a few months. I felt a little upset because she means a lot to me and on my drive back home I thought about how much I am going to miss her.

Anyhow, after I got home, I needed to take a nap. Ever take a nap in the afternoon? It is nothing like sleeping at night. Oh yea I forgot to mention that I had wolfed down a spicy chicken burrito at Jim Boy's Tacos near the camera place where I rented the stabilizer equipment that Nicholas never used before I headed home. So here is the setting: spicy chicken burrito churning in my stomach, the thought of not seeing Casey for a while, and feeling really tired after getting squeezed like a giant glob of dough being kneaded for 2 hours by two women.

The Dream

I am walking in midtown Sacramento on a quiet, tree-lined street. I catch sight of Casey crossing the street ahead of me. I call out to her: "Hey Casey!" She turns and we walk towards each other. I don't know what we talk about but I say, "I'm going to miss you." We hug and then I kiss her on the cheek. She pulls away from me and her face changes to an anguished expression. Surprised, I ask her, "Is something wrong?" She hesitates and then begins telling me about how complicated things are. "What do you mean complicated?" I ask. She looks at me and shakes her head. "I should have told you about how delicate my relationship is with Monroe." At this point, I am trying to figure out when she ever told me about a guy named Monroe. While I was racking my brain trying to remember, she continues: "And he might just be a little jealous if he found out you were smooching me."  I was aghast. Was she really upset because I just pecked her on the cheek? Before I had time to respond, she had somehow just disappeared. 

I couldn't believe what had just happened to me. I frantically searched for my phone and pulled it out. I wanted to text Casey and tell her that I was just giving her a hug and a little kiss to let her know I will miss her. I pulled up my text app and started scrolling through all the names, looking for Casey but all that came up were cute little Hello Kitty and My Little Pony icons. "WTF?", I thought. The search for her phone number was getting frustrating. 

During the search for her phone number, I wasn't watching where I was going and suddenly heard a loud noise. I looked up and saw a car overturned on the street. 2 or 3 teenagers were looting the car and playing with matches while a gruff looking man was yelling at them to get away from the car. At first I couldn't figure out why the man was yelling so loudly and then looked more closely at the car and discovered that lying next to it was a giant propane tank. "Uh, oh. This is not going to end well.", I said to the man. The teenagers completely ignored the man's warnings and continued to laugh and play, throwing lighted matches at each other. One of the matches landed on one of the teenager's head and his hair caught on fire. All 3 teenagers suddenly freaked and ran away with the flames on the teenager's head growing fast. I shake my head and walk away and the dream ends without the propane tank exploding.

Last night dreams

First dream was a hike with Melody, Nelson, the pumpkin and wifey. Came upon a big mud pit. Everyone was able to avoid it except for me. I jumped in and was covered from head to toe in mud. Got out, had to take off my clothes and we ended up at the trail head with about 50 other people with me in just underwear.

Second dream was a drive on the freeway and we stopped at a rest stop. I got out and a caravan of large, black Mercedes with dark tinted glass pulled up. Some Middle Eastern looking men wearing black leather jackets got out of their cars. One of them came up to me and invited me to go for a ride with Sheik Muhammed Al Gari. I agreed and the door of a 30 foot long black limousine opened up. I got in and sat about 10 feet across from a little boy. A man next to me whispered, "I think he likes you." Then the little boy reached into a box next to him and offered a gift to me. I expected something expensive like some diamonds and rubies but when I opened up the box, all that was in it was a small, toy car.

Hump Adventure

I was lying in a bunk bed, talking to someone and all of a sudden a beautiful girl with long, straight red hair rode past on a bicycle. Somehow the bedroom had no walls and I could see the street very easily. Hey Shelley! I yelled because a long time ago I knew a girl named Shelley. She stopped, got off her bike and walked over to me. Without saying a word, she climbed into the bed next to me and took off all her clothes except for her underwear. I looked at her closely and could see she was not Shelley, nor anyone else I could recognize. Just some stranger, I guess. Anyways, she was not unattractive but not a raving beauty either. Again, without saying a word and without any warning, she climbed on top of me and started rubbing herself on me. Hmm, that felt pretty good so I pulled down my underwear and then she said, "Oh, I know what you want."  Then she pulled her underwear down and spread her legs to let me inside her. At first, I couldn’t feel a thing. It was like putting my dick in a large jar. But then, she pulled her legs together and I could feel something soft, though she was not tight by any means. And so began my hump adventure.Yes, I say hump adventure because at first we were just screwing on that bed but somehow she stayed glued to me as I got up and started walking around. Don’t ask me how. She had her legs wrapped around me real tight and I just started casually strolling down the streets of Lodi. Why Lodi? Hell, I only stopped in Lodi once at a McDonalds but here I was again walking around with a girl wrapped around me while I was somehow humping away. Talk about multi-tasking. I walked through a car dealership, a bicycle shop, through a supermarket, down main street and no one seemed to notice. After what seemed like a long time, the girl disappeared without me noticing and I was left with just an artificial vagina to screw. I don’t know how to describe it except that it was something I was holding in my hand and it felt just like, well, a vagina. So, what the heck. I just kept humping away while walking and I could hear a couple of teenage boys behind me saying, "Hey, look at that guy!  He really is in a daze." Yea, daze is right. At that point, I had gotten tired of all that humping and just lay down on the sidewalk to take a rest. Then I woke up.

Toilet Nightmare

Recently I changed out the 2 toilets at our home so I don’t know if this has anything to do with this dream or not. Anyways, in the dream we had just purchased a new fixer-upper home and I had to take a crap. I went in the bathroom, sat down and all I can remember is flushing the toilet while I was sitting down. Boy was that a mistake@! The toilet suddenly tilted forward and with a big shove, launched me in the air clear across to the other side of the bathroom. I flipped over, landing on the ground, dazed and of course surprised. I also remember turning to look at the toilet and then seeing it slowly return to its original position. I thought it would end there but the damn thing had to present a final encore. Dark blue water the color of tidy bowl cleaner rose quickly to the top and it began to overflow. I jumped up, ran out and bumped into wifey and said, "I think I need to replace this toilet."